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Kickstarting a 13 Yr. Dream in 9 Months

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Another beautiful day of existence and another opportunity to look clearly at what it is that brings me the most joy. Just what is it that gives my life enough challenge to move forward in growth, yet also supports and comforts my person as to not be traumatized, while spreading its wings.

Each progression, when done with love in mind and courage in action can bring you into fuller expression of who you know yourself to be. Remember dear heart, this is NOT about right or wrong, but about molding a soul. It’s NOT about success or failure, for who you truly are is an aspect of G.O.D- energy and failure proof. You are here to experience the game with wonder and trust, knowing it all works out in the end for the one that believes with love in their hearts and wisdom in their soul. You are, you have been, you always will be, doing just fine my love.

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Aliens Are Our Ancestors

“As above, so below; as below, so above”

-The Kybalion

Most of us agree that G.O.D created us. And most of us agree we weren’t delivered by a stork, dropped forth from the rays of the sun, or picked from the garden in our yard. Most of us were born from the womb of our mother with the seed of our father. And our parents were born from our grandparents and our grandparents from our great grandparents, and so on.

If we follow this fractal reasoning even further, we’ll see that anything on the planet, within the planet, in our solar system, or in our galaxy, has a vested interest and connection to us for a reason. Some of these reasons are out of love, manifested from the heart and some are not. And just like the pebble that is thrown in the pond, our ancient ancestor’s “creations” continue to create ripples after their own kind, until they run “out of time” and enter back into the void to create again. Just because we don’t see them anymore, doesn’t mean they don’t exist. They are watching us and watching over us. And they are hindering us and working vicariously through us via the power of our minds. That psychic link we have to our children is no different to the psychic link our ancient ancestors have to us. Seen or unseen. Acknowledged or unacknowledged.

Essentially, we can only do any action and think any thought in life in one of two places- inside our heart space or outside our heart space. When we think and act from our hearts, we are able to see beyond the veil of illusion and create more good in our lives, in cycles and cycles. When we don’t, we fail prey to our unknown, subconscious desires and outer manipulation from that which came before us. So then, the next logical question to ask is, “Is the world we are living in today representative of the heartland?” If your answer is NO, then the next logical question to ask is, “What would it take to get back to that space of the heart?”

“God is simple. Everything else is complex. Do not seek absolute values in the relative world of nature”

-Paramahansa Yogananda (From Autobiography of a Yogi)

The way I put it is, the Devil is in the details, but G.O.D is in the paradox. It’s true, G.O.D works in mysterious ways and no play puts it better than William Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet. This play serves as symbolism of what mankind’s deepest, unresolved wounds look like when they are not brought into balance in our hearts and minds. In this dualistic reality, it seems we all have a “mortal enemy” i.e, cats and dogs, men and women, black and white, good and evil, aliens and predators, werewolves and vampires, and the list continues. Yet, what if G.O.D’s clever wisdom uses US on the world stage to work out that which came before us (seven generations in the past and future AND beyond)? What if we are the ancestors of the past, in a body in the present, with the rare opportunity to determine the future?

What if our choices (based on which ancient alien ancestors we listen to) during this “end of time” era have the opportunity to end the separation? What if we took this job seriously and put an end to the quarrelling of past ages and civilizations that we’ve been programmed and dumbed down to forget? And what if we were being assisted now more than ever by certain planetary alignments and influences, just as a youth is assisted during puberty with certain hormones, experiences and hopefully constructive conversations about “the birds and the bees?”

It’s hard for some of us to imagine that this may be the ultimate goal of humankind. Yet just as the young adult goes through many changes during puberty, they almost always land safe on the other side (for better or worse) a different and forever changed human being. We don’t ever doubt that a child will one day become an adult and see the world differently, no longer dependent on their parents to decide for them.

Given that same G.O.D. power in quality, but not quantity, why would we doubt humankind’s next planetary evolution to become an intergalactic being response-able for the joy and pain we create in our lives and our sphere of influence?

We are headed in this same direction and what determines our heaven or hell has little to do with the outside world and everything to do with what’s going on within. Let us choose wisely our thoughts, our allies and our alliances, for as we already know “what goes around, comes back around.”

Against my mental judgment, and in alignment with my heart, I’m allowing you to be the proverbial “fly on the wall” to a private conversation I had with my best friend  well over a year ago. I thought it would be a good idea to record my conversations for the development of the book. I didn’t realize how much would channel through me when given the opportunity to talk with a person that believes in me and accepts me as I am-no matter what comes out of my mouth! In this 40 minute revealing rant, my person speaks in high tones and funny voices, sings off-key, tells her personal business, is ‘politically incorrect’ and speaking full-out ebonics. But what the heck, in this age of Aquarius, I guess I’ll err on the side of transparency, for I truly have nothing to lose, if one person has something to gain. You have to click the link below and download it, so if you don’t choose to that’s okay (that just saves me some embarrassment -lol!).

DeBorah’s 40 Minute Revealing Rant

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The baby birds that have been growing and being nurtured outside the house have finally left the nest and ventured off despite the fear of what will come. What symbolism does that hold for me?

Good sister. Good sister you tickle me with your greatness. I am telling you this one time again. You have it all when you have love and courage. These two things will alleviate all obstacles. Your love, your courage, fire and emotions. It’s what you came here to express in real time. Yet allow the journey to flex and turn, bounce and pulse as needed in divine law. G.O.D. flows through you once you become self-sufficient. Self-sufficiency is the sister’s calling. But not for your “own” glory, but for the glory of G.O.D’s will, within and without.


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A Crime of Compassion?

“History is a gallery of pictures in which there are few originals and many copies.”
— Alexis de Tocqueville

It’s a known fact that when white folks seek to become enlightened (or to conquer-take your pick) , they observe the fallen & forgetful eumelanated “other” in order to better understand (or position) themselves. That’s what anthropology originally was all about. They go and study in Africa, India and wherever else eumelanated people lie their heads. According to  Rick Smith: European Confessions of a Moorish Legacy: Part 2, it’s what Socrates and Aristotle did.  It’s also what Ram Dass and Sigmund Freud did. It’s what Paul McCarthy did, and the list goes on and on.

What is a little known fact is that the descendants of the Elohim do (or should do rather) the exact opposite. They must humble themselves and observe that aspect of Self rejected or projected onto what the Kogi tribe in South America called “the young brother” and the Dogon tribe in Africa called Yurugu-the incomplete being. However I, after being around my so-called opposite with the heart, mind and soul of a G.O.D still intact, call them the “inner me” vs the “enemy.” To me, what the world family has observed as “negative” in white folks represent the projected manifestation of that which came before them. That aspect of the original G.O.D. s and the karma they created once they fell out of the space of the heart.

This whole scenario can be wrapped up perfectly in the analogy of parenthood. When parents fight, the children suffer and when the children rebel, the parent disown them and outcast them out of their hearts. The children, in an angry rage, rip up everything that was ever representative of their parents. But that’s alright. Just like Cypher said in the Matrix, “everybody falls the first time.” Yet, now is time for us all to awaken from the dream and to end this game of separation, duality, good and bad, male and female, black and white.

My message is mainly for what Malcolm X  would call the “field negro (naga)” vs the “house negro (naga).”  It’s for those descendants of the Songhai People who, volunteering to experience the transatlantic  slave trade, possess the bloodline of the G.O.D’s and haven’t forgotten, yet definitely have fallen. Fallen from where you ask? That great space of the heart. We are here to learn compassion. To see how ALL life is relative, has meaning and that- It’s All G.O.D.

If what Rick Smith says is true, that eumelanated people were born with the gene for compassion, then doesn’t it make sense that we should show compassion? Compassion for ourselves, our mother, our lover, the other? Yet, not the kind of compassion that says, “look, I’m a doormat, come walk all over me.” But rather, the compassion of a person fully awakened into the knowledge of who they are.

This planet (and the universe in general) is fractal or holographic in nature. As a result, we merely repeat the cycles of that which came before us, like a pebble thrown in a river, creating a rippling effect. Ezekiel 18:2 in the bible says, The fathers have eaten sour grapes, and the children’s teeth are set on edge. It’s true, the faults and strengths of our ancestors are passed down in our DNA. Yet what we know about DNA today, is that we can make a conscious choice to change it, by the thoughts we keep in our minds and more importantly, the love we display from our hearts.

If the first law of The Kybalion is true, that the universe is mental, then the question that isn’t being asked by the descendants of the elder race is WHY really was the pale skin rejected from the heartland? Listening to Rick Smith’s lecture brings some clarity to a big part of the puzzle. However, for the eumelanated person, now is not a time to stay filled with animosity. Yet, anger is an important part of the growth process toward the last stage of acceptance, at our own pace and at our own time. Once we clear the mental and emotional lies that have been propagated against us, our ultimate goal is the serenity of knowing It’s All G.O.D., Generating Operating and Destroying in cycles and cycles, so It can know Itself  through Its Creation.

And while it’s true, there is no one to blame, it’s so easy to just say “get over your story.” But what if you have a kindergartener’s perspective on what reality really is?  When we are angry, the last thing in the world we want is for anyone pointing this out to us; yet, we find it so easy to identify and make known the anger in the life of another. I’d like to borrow from the ageless wisdom of Almine when she says, “Assertiveness is not anger, but not to be assertive is to become angry”

We must have the courage to assert the truth that we know without attachment or worry of what others might say. The world is suffering from a lack of assertiveness and therefore there is a lot of outright and underlined seething anger going on around and about the place masked in denial and victimization. It’s time for this to end. Some might say, “I’d rather die before I forgive so and so or accept having played a role in what is transpiring today”  Well, my response is, to be careful for what you ask for in this era of  “resistance is futile” oneness consciousness. All the aspects of G.O.D. desire to become whole again, collapsing time and space, reaching zero point, pressing the reset button, so that It can create anew in a new space, and that space is the heart. Drunvalo Melchizedek: On the Ascension Process  explains it beautifully towards the end of a 25 minute You Tube video.

Yet, it’s a cancerous sin for me to judge this process even. It’s a cancerous sin for me to fight against it. Hasn’t Magneto in the X-men taught me anything? I strengthen that which I resist. I must see myself clearly in the other and know- It’s All G.O.D. I must awaken from the spell of sleep that has been cast on the family of man. I must realize that the G.O.D s and ancestors that I’ve been praying to, benefit from my worship of them and live vicariously through me and the dualistic opposition I create in the world. I must stop this parasitic feeding and realize, I didn’t come here to venerate and worship our fearful and vengeful ancestors, the fallen GODs of the past. I came here to set them free by bringing an end to this cycle of the human experiment based on separation and the dualistic thinking of good and evil.

Will you join me on this journey of becoming our own persons by choosing to live in the heaven of our hearts? And if our parents (ancestors) don’t comply with our choices of the heart, then it’s up to US to put them down quickly and efficiently and with the utmost respect. Exodus 20:12  says, “Honor thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee.”  Yet, how or what is the best way to honor them? By giving them a ‘proper burial’ and knowing that We and our parents AND our ancestors AND the G.O.D.(s) we worship are all one in the same.


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I’ve Got Some Nerve!-ous Tension

Greetings Everyone!

Thanks for coming to my blog. Here is where I’ll be sharing and documenting my dream of Kickstarting a 13 Year Dream in 9 Months….

Oh, Oh! Hold on a minute. Here comes that voice in my person’s head again that keeps saying:

Girl, you’ve got some nerve thinking you can write a book!  And you said it’s about what? White supremacy, race and gender relations, new age, occult concepts about religion and G.O.D? Girl, you must be craaaazy if you think this is gonna fly! Barking up this tree, you ain’t gonna live to see it get printed.

Okay, okay, thanks for sharing your opinion, but I’ve got a job to do, so if you’d just kindly step to the side and let me handle my business.

As you can see, “my person” (the aspect of Essence Self identified with form & fear) has a lot of nervous tension around writing this book. Yet, after listening to Lisa Nichols on Christine Kloser’s Transformational Author Teleseminar, I was inspired. She made me think and feel how much the nervousness was there, but she also helped to reassure me that it’s totally fine. It’s okay and it’s human for “our persons” to be nervous, a bit frightened about all sorts of imaginary and some real things that we create for ourselves. None of this is a reason not to go ahead and just do it though. As a matter of fact, it’s a reason (or an avenue rather) for me to shed the “she-go” of all the personal concerns around how others will take what I am saying, as well as the need for approval and the need to impress that goes along with it. On the menu pages, you’ll learn all about me (the dreamer), the history of this 13 year dream and the 9 month countdown schedule to make it happen. Again, thanks for joining me on this juicy journey of self discovery. Peace.

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I am delivered when I slow down, seeing my Inner Purpose of being present in eternity with presence as my ultimate goal and experience. I am beginning to see how this leads so naturally to all else that follows.

What a great joy it is to see you blossom. To see you reaching more and more into the darkness and bringing forth more light, more perception. Yes, your time is here. Yet, always remember your true purpose. That purpose is to Be Happy. If no happiness is found in what you are doing or in the present moment, then know you are choosing to believe in the illusion. Worry not. It is just to observe and remember Who You Are. It is the key to life unfolding perfectly for you and for all of humanity. We are going together to a new place that has gifts. And the first is to be happy right now.

Love Always

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I guess my question is how do I know that I am balancing presence with outer purpose? Does the journey just consist of staying present and observing?

My dearest daughter. Life is constantly moving around in you. From the left and right, up and down, and all over the place. Your objective and job is to just let it be. Let it flow. The other job is to remember Who You Are- at all times. Be willing to give it all up at a second’s notice. Be willing to hold on to your truth with all your power. Be willing to be all that you can ever be. All there ever was, is, will be, is LOVE. Yet to get to that space of overstanding takes perspective. This perspective comes in time and no time, with kindness and no kindness, with more fear and more love. Eventually we all remember what it is we are and are going back to.

I Love You!

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Full moon flowers blossom in the yard. As I sweep, I see a pretty red rose sharing its gift with me. The scent, the beauty, is a reflection of me, in all my glory. From deep inside the yard and deep inside myself, the heart of hearts is blossoming and shining its light.

I love you! Know that the love that you are is better by far than anything you can ever be based on negativity. Your blossom is a sweet smell in the garden of life. Never you stop looking out into the world to see the grace and the beauty that exists. This is a  reflection of you! This can never stop! It’s the reason you incarnated on this planet. Let the joy of life continue on forever even in the midst of it all.  You are protected in ways unheard of. Just shine, surrender and commit in cycles and cycles.


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It’s amazing! I had no internal idea of just how powerful I am until now. All the things leading up to this knowledge have served me well as I find home within myself. I rejoice for myself and for all the people I was destined to interact with. We, as a spirit family, are playing our roles and taking it to the next step naturally.

Grace-filled girl of light and laughter. You at 41 are just now becoming a woman owning her power with grace, love and an open heart. It’s the best type of womanhood there is. It feeds the world. It can make a grown man cry. It can awaken the dead. It can heal at a glance. It is Goddess Grace. It is the essence of YOU shining through in your vessel. Relax and know you are protected for Life.


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That was a very powerful dream I had last night. One that shared with me my ability to receive more and to value myself more.  It would be beautiful to see that actualize in real time. Please share.

Just take it slow dear heart. Slow down and enjoy this beautiful minute. Then the next, then the next. Keep your focus and enjoy the journey at every single turn. The grand prize IS this very moment. And to know who you are while experiencing happiness, health, wealth, love, kindness, silent compassion, generosity, and courage is the game already won. The scenery my vary, and you may experience different climates, but guess what? You are still enjoying yourself on this vacation called life. As that aspect of creation, experiencing Itself via It’s creation. Enjoy this life-body, mind, spirit.

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